mind vomit

I've been thinking....probably too much, as usual but here is what came out.

Noches de lagrimas
dias de dolores
parece que el sol se escondio
y la luna esta buscandolo
alguien te hizo dano
y ahora todos tienen miedo
como un pajaro de cancion
necisitas contar una melodia bellisima
canta para que todos saben que no estan solos
juntos podemos sobrevivir
toma mi mano y juntos nos vamos a buscar el sol
volveremos la luz a nuestras cielos de tormenta
para que se conviertan a cielos azules.


He who took advantage of me wounded me but who scared me was he who had my trust but made the bad decision not to help.



impact- when taken in the right direction it is a wonderful thng but three steps to the left is a giant cliff. Thank god we have two steps to play with.

when we are oceans away
forever in my heart you wll stay
forever with you i will be
give it time and you will see
me and you are ment to be
in your hand ill leave my key
because you know everything that unlocks me
one day of this heartbreaking distance we will be free
no ocean, mountain or canyon can keep you away
my love for you will never sway
so while we remain oceans away
remember forever in my heart you will stay
and forever with you i will be
because you and me are ment to be
one day you will cross that deep ocean
forever you can not hold in your sea of emotions
take my hand while you still can
lead me back to your distant land.

I met you not looking for love
a lock was fastened to my emotions
not wanting to let a single soul in
troops surrounded my heart
because saying goodbye to another was something i couldnt take.
but my barrier you happened to break
these types of emotions i can not fake
you'r the honey to my tea
i feel like you are the one who completes me
everything is better when i am with you
i can feel when your eyes see me
from across the room your gaze can caress my face
people say it all happened too fast
but you've known me my whole life
nothing bad could feel this right
you know how to light all my dark nights

posse
It may start as a condfidence booster but its not long before it starts tearing me down. My heart can only be tempted so many times. The boy who cries wolf has no right to shepard my emotions. The right he may not have but it seems the job he has taken. My community of logic has stopped responding to his call. When the real wolve arrives who will be there to answer the call?


Tainted Spirit

'you' have saturated my mind with evils one can not see
sweet words
opposing actions
loving touches
coarse caresses
knowing looks
changing eyes
constructed truths
dense lies
desired offers
unreliable follow throughs
Its time for me to clense myself of 'you'
how to do this i'm not so sure
i didnt ask for 'you'
yet that is what i seem to have
i'm tired of feeling your evils making me blue
in order to not have 'you,' i cant be me
my mind knows there is no one else i could be
so i return to this all too familiar place where i ask myself-what am I to do?-
I try to ask others for help
but the ones i go to don't understand
they all wish they had 'you' so they cant see what exactly the problem could be
if i could loan 'you' out for a month or two maybe they would see
see how destructive your false friendship is to me
together we could find a vacine
give ourselves the tools to ward off your symptoms
a way to preserve who i am
an extra layer of protection
so that your evils can't taint my soul
as long as i am living i have time to free my mind of your saturation.